Why I Am Writing/What I Want To Do

I’m in an uncertain position in my life, a crossroads so to speak. I could keep on going on the way I am heading, and be the guy that says stuff that is worthwhile but it get's ignored for some worthless reason, or I could change things up and make things for the better. The second choice is easier the best option to choose and that's where I am heading in my path, but here's why and what happened to get me here. 

I have several reasons for writing now and I feel as excited and determined as I was in 2011 when I started my old blog up. The situation I am in if I was to compare it to 2011 is much better though, mainly because I am no longer held down by anyone or anything. It was really liberating because I finally had my voice, even though it was through writing, and I finally found my outlet. As a result of that, everything has improved for me in the most part. It was really wonderful because I got to experience new things and view new perspectives for the first time. It is truly something everyone must experience at some point in their lives and is completley different for each person. For me it was a blast and I still think about it fondly.

I was ready to go for 2012, because I had even more ideas to do. However Lady Luck decided to be a bitch and tried to bring me down last year.  Due to various bull shitty fastballs thrown in my face, I was naturally down emotionally. However it was really worse than that as I lost the spark for a lot of things, including writing. I just didn’t want anything last year besides a few things, and I had to deal with it. It was not fun standing back on the sidelines waiting for things to happen because I knew I could have a part in all of it.

Now I am all revved up and ready to go. My hunger’s back and I have a desire to do this again, and that’s important.  It’ll take me a while to get going again writing because I have not been allowed to write for myself besides college work for a while now. But I am back because I am off for the Summer, and now that I am back in the arena again I feel every good.   I will be still doing some of the blogs I used to do (Emotion Based/Real Life) blogs, but I am advancing things and stepping up this time. I will write a little about everything: Movies, Music, Sports the sky’s the limit really but one thing’s for sure though I will still be me. I don’t give a fuck still and probably never will unless it’s necessary, so don’t expect change there.   

Here’s Three Main Points I want People to Notice:

1-I am writing for me for the most part. I am not writing for a paycheck, nor to become an international superstar. I just want to express what’s on my head and why it is.

2-I want to introduce Creativity in my Social Circle.  It used to exist at one time, but now I am worried.  My friends are getting these updates from Twitter/Facebook, so I am not writing these for total strangers.  What I am doing will be a shock to them, but it must be done.

3-I want to get my old readers/friends back. Back in 2011 I made many new friends who appreciated the blog but they have faded away.  I know it may sound silly but I am making an effort to attract them again. I may do well or I may lose in this part, but it’s worth the effort.

To all first timers who find this, it is very much my goal to be as random as possible. There is not a set universal topic, rather it varies due to the fact I can’t handle staying on thing. I tried that before and it got old after a while. So by changing stuff up, I feel I can maintain interest and appeal to different people. That’s my style, it may be rather unconventional but that’s how I lived my life so far. 

So if your hating me for being "too random" I will proabably not listen.

Now that’s it for now, as I want to at least do one or two of these a day so I won’t be overworked.  But I have a request: If anyone has a topic that they want to see me talk about please let me know.

I am all about feedback as long as it’s useful and I consider it worth the time to read. Have a good one and I will be back on the flipside or however it goes now.